okays.
so nth much today bah.
im at vanessa's hse now.
well tryin to STUDY yea. hurhurs.
but apparently we gav up studying n nw we're BOTH using coms.
lyk lol? hahas.
anw today's timetable sucks lar.
its lyk first period is chinese got tingxie second period art
third period music test. sian can. lols.
anw my life is in a mess now. i tin i haf attitude probs.
my results suck lyk shyt.
and somehowthe sec3s seem to haf smth against us.
they are FOREVER kp-ing us can.
then tmr got the friendly conversation
but i got sci make up lesson so im not gng.
its never the two of us already.
now u always mention her. and it irks me.
it used to be us as best friends.
but now.
u two are close and all in front of me.
i mean IM STILL DER NOE.
u dont noe how left out u two make me feel.
im beginning to hate you.
i never wanted it tis way.
im pressurized. every way.
and i realised. the word forever is just a lie.
i re-read the letters u once wrote me in sec1 n 2.
but now. it doesn matter anymore.
the sight of u makes me JEALOUS.
OKAY?! gimme a break.