wait.
gimme a sec to tink of wad i wanted to say.
oh. i oso dont noe leh.
lols.
hmm. woke up at 5 to study tingxie tdy.
stuuupid. tingxie is TMR. damnit.
30 mins of my slp wasted.
additional 15 min cuz my mum n dad keep trying to wake me up aat 445. shyttie.
took the bus a bit half aslp. lols.
reached schl. cld hear the bloody clarence blowing his dizi away.
n i thot sound travels UPWARDS. n im downwards. -.-
chi first period. went through the text.
showed the video. was chao LAMO lar. lols.
math nxt lessson.
that stupid ma lian. u can go eat shyt lar.
say wad. "i really dont noe hw the schl chooses councilors"
lyk he is any better.
sci. nazrul was going through wksht.
realised more than half the class hates him.
i mean come on.
he is a trainee. how much can u expect lar.
so i m damn amazed that he still comes to lesson.
hist. eugene ong came in so on time.
went through some boring txt. BLEH. XP
eng. did the argumentative essay.
n i suck at it. cuz i cldn find any points to rite.
n my counter arguement seemmed stronger than my point. -.-
yea its retarded. but. i really dont noe wad to write bah.
afta schl assembly.
i tink the show was retarded. chao lame lar.
then the sing along part. WALAU.
suddenly announce say wad.
all sec2 n sec3 councillors go n stage.
i was lyk WTH?!
so we jus stood at the back den zi high a while.
got meeting at the church century for al esplanade performers.
i ponned. LOL. oppsie. =X
den waited in cls. boring shyt.
read 8days. waited for dem to start.
went to council rm to find MUN. den started. LOL.
yea. den it was damn lame lar. the cup of dirty water spilled TWICE.
lols. den ya lar. ehh.
took bus back with reuben jiajie nicholas n jinfeng.
stupid lar. ya. den i decided to zi bi since iw as the onli girl
and so i did. HAHAS.
it was quite nice lar.
n xcept tt jiajie was laughing damn loudly? lols.
reached hm at bout 715.
AHH. i missed 15 min of teevee.
but at least the nice part haven over yet. HAHAS.
investiture is come in bout 14 days? arnd dere.
and esplanade is coming in bout a few more days afta investiture.
im lyk so screwed.
i have ZERO confindece botu the performance.
cuz if i dont blow or vv out of tune during the important parts.
i'll jus screw up the WHOLE performance. shyt lar.
sometimes i jus feel lyk slpig and nvr waking up agn.
and im glad i found someone hu has the same thinking. ((:
mayb we can pair suicide. XD
im a loner.
and outisider.
someone u can nvr n will nv be able to understand.
but u really make me feel so left out.
status change?
how i wish i cld jus disapeear frm tis world.
i dont noe wad to do.