stressed.
someone tell me that i shd cry.
tell me that its OKAY to cry.
to scream. to vent out all my frustrations
omfg. stressed lyk some shyt.
tmr. hafto go out with reuben to buy the materials for the deco.
then. dnt to do wen i reach home.
thurs. got the bloody survey and dazu.
fri. got full dress rehersal. den got shuttle between the tower hall and the linkway. cuz graci got netball training.
saturday. investiture rehersal.
sunday. tuition.
WTF.
i mean wth lar?
i hardly haf tym to rest.
all the bloody homework.
damnit.
tell me. reassure me tt everything will be fine.
haiix.
the co costume.
the skirt is bloody long.
need to fold the skirt somemore.
n its still long. and the blouse. LMAO.
i cant imagine running arnd the SCHL in tt costume and HIGH HEELS.
someone SHOOT ME.
suddenly everything comes to me.
it smacks at me right in the face.
insecurities.
i suddenly lose all trust.
fucked up.
n its all happening in the wrong time.
i really feel lyk giving up.
i dont noe y i even bother to try.
it's my problem.
it lies within me.
its a struggle within myself.
