SHE.HER.ME.

Sunday, April 30, 2006

wheeeee!~ tmr no sch!! hahas.. im lyk CHAO hapie lar.. and i escaped tuition tmr.. almost had to have tuition make up tmr sia.. lols.. ooh n i thnk im TOTALLY gonna flunk my mye.. and literally FLUNK.. wah its lyk chi and eng papers i TOTALLY blank out lar..sian can nt.. i dont noe WTH am i gonna do.. its lyk.. nth im studying in is going into my head.. which means the words did nt even get a chance to go INTO my bloody airy head.. lols..

went out on friday with lihan and chinyee to bugis.. (: lols.. we were walking here and there trying to find the right prezzies.. hhahas.. ate yoshi for lunch then saw junle walk past.. i was lyk WTH.. hhahas.. den went to action city wanted to buy that cute water ball but its 5 bucks.. and im $$ tight.. hahas.. dont wana splurge lar.. still muz save to buy OTHER things.. lol.. took neos.. so LIHAN u still owe me 3.30 and chinyee owes me 1.30.. whahahas.. bought two key chains for myself.. hahas.. den walked to the national library.. hahas.. GUAIKIA WAD..wad u expect.. lols.. den we went to the 13th flr.. tt tym my mum brought me n my bro dere WAH i love the view can nt.. lols.. den we jia zhuang wana jump dwn.. took video.. den realised got security camera.. so paiseh.. lols.. went to the basement to borrow books for my sis! hahas.. got this book is chao chao chao cute lorh! nxt tym i take pic den upload.. lols.. den took mrt home lorh.. lols.. dey met adwyna at the interchange.. lols..

i totally dont noe wad m i going to do bout my exmas.. SIAN LAR.. haixx..

binli.. i CANT BELIEVE tt u dont noe i was frm wsps guzheng!! feel lyk whacking you.. lols...
sheena.. ARLOE.. (: lols..
wenxin.. HIE! (:

-memories of
29november2005
came flooding back.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

I CANT BELIEVE IM ONLINE NW WEN IM SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING. lols.. but ya WADEVA.. dont care ler.. cuz im 100% fail liao.. N my dad REFUSES to let me watch tv jus cuz my BRO did not do his hmwk in the afternoon? lyk WTH?! ohh and i changed skin agn cuz jane didn relly lyk my previous skin.. but i tink tis one is even more sadistic but i kinda lyk the picture.. hahas.. i'll find another one asap.. im lyk gettin addicted on changing blogskins?? lols..

yesterday SOMEONE ponn sch lar.. shuang can not.. hahas.. WSPS got guzheng SYF so she n someone else went to help.. they got silver.. ): but AT LEAST dey managed to get a silver and not other lower ones le wad (: oh and during morning devotion dr boon was talking.. suddenly got a scream coming from the sec2s so everyone turned arnd lah.. tt sec1 girl from 1h was screaming cuz got a rat.. den slowly the rat came crawling to our side but reach 2h tt tym went straight ler.. ccp tried to catch the rat hand in hand with mary chan.. LOLS..so gao xiao.. got the EMERGENCY EXERCISE yest.. though i dont c anyone acting as though its an EMERGENCY cuz everyone knew bout it alr.. a fire in chem lab or wadeva shyt.. hahaa.. so a while afta the bell rang for the end of recess.. no cher come into our cls larr.. 5 min ltr the fire bell rang lerr.. so we were lyk.. OHH FINALLY RING LE..went to the parade square den dey tell us go to field.. =.= SO CHAO HOT LAR. .lols.. a few of dem fan for me! so nice! thnx! XD den spas sheena n kc went to squat behind aziel's butt to hide frm the sun.. SO LAME CAN.. haha.. den guoxian stand dere nvr move den all the sweat dripping dwn.. lols.. den tt spas sheena larr.. lols.. she went to PULL me ame kc jane de skirt cuz aziel went off and she wanted to get shelter from the sun.. X.X
dey do all the shttie shittie thing le den FINALLY sent us to the main sch hall.. dey keep complaining say sec2s SO SLW.. wah pls lar.. we were one of the last to leave the field can nt.. complain wad lah.. damn noisy la.. cuz of tt den dont giv us water.. THE WATER TASTED LYK SHYT ANW.. its lyk cannot talk den so boring wad dey expect us to do lar.. but i talked anw.. hahas.. jane n justina were talkin bout jin tai feng the xiaolongbao.. lols.. at 12 plus.. doctor boon went "OKAYY U ALL ARE DISMISSED.. BUT IS TO GO HOME TO STUDY" wahh tt was the nicest thing i heard in tt day.. everybody cheer lyk siao larr.. lol.. went to white sands pri to meet dem.. managed to get into the school afta getting a visitor's pass from the security post.. wah i dont noe wads happening to pri sch students lorh.. its lyk.. got tis vvv young boy.. lower pri mayb.. he walked past me wif his sister and was shouting at his fren " wah u cb lar.. FCUK U LAR.. " and he pointed his middle finger and i almost fell onto the flr.. lyk hw old was he n he's using TT sort of lang.. sia la..lower pri nia leh.. saw amanda wen i was walking to the guzheng room.. surprised tt she still cld recognise me.. vvvvv long nvr c alicia chng and sophie ler leh.. now shd b p4? hahas.. cant rmb ler.. last tym i saw dem was wen i was p6? hahas.. kinda miss playing wif dem.. X) dey r so cute lar.. hahas.. afta tt dey came back afta 1/2 hour i reached dere.. lols.. helped dem move the guzheng in and ya i noe i looked weird.. the onli white person dere.. cuz i was wearing the sch uniform and den dey have no idea who the heck i am..lol..went with lihan to loyang point afta tt to have lunch den she go cut cut hair.. bought some thing den went home ler.. wah i was chao tired lar.. was supposed to bathe and revise but i fell aslp until 6 plus den go bathe.. watched tv den did some homework.. afta tt cannot take it liao i went to slp at 1045.. lols..

den today lar.. cannot wake up eh.. i sit on my bed den almost fell aslp sitting up. hhaa.. sorry arh lihan i late agn.. i was chao not feeling well today lar.. keep on feel lyk vomiting can.. den cannot take out tie somemore..headache shoulder ache body ache lar.. lols.. maybbe im sick with some kind of disease or cancer.. its lyk.. if its relly cold in the morning my knee cap will feel chao pain de lah.. lyk tt old people thingy.. hahas.. lessons was SO boring as usual and iw as dying over dere.. could hardly concentrate lar.. hahas.. afta sch was supposed to wait for chinny with lihan but i left with justina first cuz i relly wanted to get home asap and bathe AND den slp.. it started raining lar.. qian bian can not.. so its lyk we took the bus drenched.. not tt wet lar.. hahas.. den halfway spencer called justina to say he went to sch to fetch her den she left liaos wad.. so she met him at the stop b4 changi general..hahas..
k lahh.. i gtg lerr.. my shoulders feel as though dey will fall apart from my body any moment.. haii.. life is such a torture..

Saturday, April 22, 2006

okayy.. been too lazzy to post cuz two of my longest post wen iw as bout to type finish.. the bloody com hanged.. ..

EXAMS ARE ROUND THE CORNER!! omg can.. haii.. n I HAVENT STARTED MUGGING.. sure die de lar.. sian.. and im getting back to falling aslp in lessons.. BAD LAR..

yesterday cheryl staying back for sec4 ptc.. at first she asked me to do den i agreed and dont wan.. sryy arh cheryl for pangseh-ing u and chinmeng for forgetting to tell u i nt doin ler. afta sch packed my things den went to have lunch cuz cheryl say at first dont wan go tm.. den ltr i eat finsih le den say.. okayy la lets go lorh.. wahh.. i wan whack her can nt.. lols.. so me bird and her went off to tm.. met joeyy juwel and two of their frens at macs.. walk walk walk.. went to happy house to buy kc prezzie from ME.. hahas.. den walk walk walk to minitoons c if can buy prezzie for kc frm the cls.. ended up buying marshmellows.. cheryl TREAT! (: we went down the escalator to the first floor.. i saw this bunch of ah ppl and den i froze.. wah those BIG ppl were there lar.. i was lyk CHAO reluctant to go over.. den cheryl and reuben RAN dere ler.. =.= got kelly evelyn andrew chinmeng clinton and soohwee i think.. ya den got two ppl gossiping dere..dey talk talk talk den i sstand dere hear hear hear.. lols.. den ltr SOMEONE went "AIYO LETS GO HAEDENDAS LE LAH.. " i dont noe how to spell lar.. stupid leh.. stupid bird haven eat lunch so went to basement den cheryl and bird ate yoshi instead.. den i c steal ther food.. lols.. im so evil.. but bird ate 1/3 of my lunch in sch.. lols.. i buy kc prezzie left a few cents onli den stil muz borrow money frm cheryl lar.. aiyo.. went to century to buy kc prezzie frm the cls.. at first reuben wana use the card but den he lah.. forgot his pin.. stupid guy.. so went to the bubble tea shop to borrow 10 bucks from kelly.. den dey stand dere talk talk den clinton and soohwee went off somewher.. kelly and evelyn went to take neos i tink.. CHERYL went off oso lar.. lols.. walau.. den left me bird chinmeng and andrew.. stupid lar.. den ltr me n bird ran off first.. those two noob =X cant find us.. dey saw zhixin den we were waving lyk siao at dem lar.. lols.. FINALLY dey saw us. buy kc prezzie alr den went to hugs and kisses.. b4 tt dey were SPRAYING water.. imagine this.. chinmeng and reuben running arnd spraying water at each other.. lyk omg?? go c c a bit.. den the four of dem talking den i feel chao xtra lar.. so i jus walked arnd on my own.. lols.. ltr wen we went out of the shop walked to yellow c the shirts.. dey gtg ler so i so decided to go HOME..X) i walked to take bus3 lorhh.. den afta wen i reached home huimin say she saw me.. nvr c her.. lols..

kayys im going to do my english.. AND i forgot to bring my elit back.. or shd i saw i lost it?? lols..

the human mind is so hard to fanthom
i dont noe hu u r talking bout in ur blog
i guess i'll nvr noe if its me
the times are so stressed now
i relly dont noe wad to say
except tt im glad
to have u as a fren
if onli u knew
wad im going through now
haii

Friday, April 14, 2006

my neck and back is TOTALLY breaking.. i have been re-writing tt bloody script onto a teeny weeny piece of paper for the TWO narrators for the elit drama thingy.. SIAN LAH.. wah. use up so many of my paper can nt.. lols.. AND MY PEN INK OSO.. WLAU.. i have onli finished one full set.. stll got 3 more pieces of paper to go.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! omg..

ohh.. and my grandmother came over to stay tdy.. i TOTALLY dont like it.. she is staying my room.. so most likely i wont be coming home tt early cuz nw tt i dont have my room.. dere is NO WAY i can concentrate on my revision at the dining rm wher my bro n sis is FOREVER quarelling.. i mayb will go studying off somewher first b4 going back near dinner tym.. AND THE WORST PART is tt EXAMS ARE COMING.. lyk WTH?!

i changed my blogskin agn.. (: got kinda sick of the old one.. and i relised tt im changing blogskins vv often.. hahas.. i jus changed into the previous one a few days ago?? lols.. XP

will b going to sheena hse tmr.. den mayb go shop a bit for some things.. =) tmr nt going grandma hse le.. i mean both grandma hse.. so means if wana go out.. i got more tym.. lols..

Thursday, April 13, 2006

today is lyk.. CHAO CHAO CHAO CHAO CHAO suay can NOT?!?!?!? arghhhhhh..

firstly.. i woke up at 4 plus wif flu.. AND went to SCHOOL wif flu.. i was sneezing throughout the WHOLE day in school and even wen im eating.. ya.. so irritating.. i noe.. hahas..

first period sci.. cant relly rmb much.. =P i was buzi trying to keep my eyelids up.. its lyk.. im NODDING off to slp ler.. lols.. nt my fault rgt.. hafto blame my nose.. hahas..

geog was not any better.. in fact it was WORSE.. even sitting up doing work.. my eyelids were damn heavy lerr.. gosh.. i relly almost slpt le larr.. then tried to keep awake by talkin to kc.. the onli way to prevent myself frm plopping onto the table slping.. i mean.. pat wong's talkin is SO MONO.. who wldn slp..

art.. was eatin sour sweets in cls.. den while mr gey was talkin.. i was nodding off agn.. he was looking at ME.. sian.. if i relly slp he will TOTALLY ask me wth m i doing.. lols.. supposed to do this poster for the school's 5oth ann.. wah.. no brain cells to think le lorhh.. so i jus slacked tt lesson away..

elit.. went to the eagle's nest.. rehearsed a bit.. i tink all of their acting is getting loads better.. all except ME.. =( but i relly relly cant act lorh.. haii.. dden dey wanted to make a tree out of cans.. and we were short of two.. so riane went to buy two as we relly needed dem.. i sucked the whole can plus 1/3 of amelia's can.. so damn bloated can.. BLEH..

chi.. did zuowen.. for a moment i cldn rmb.. ya.. its sucked larr.. cuz i dunoo how to write tt kind of topic derr..

eng.. we did witness reports.. haven finish yett.. die lahh.. ltr stil muz do.. i was doin a bit of zuowen at first.. but decided not to take the risk.. lols..

hanged arnd in sch for a while cuz got sci remidial.. then.. the one n onli good thing tt happened today.. NO SCI REMIDIAL CUZ CHER NVR COME!!!! hahahahahahhahahahhahahhas.. cldn have been happier.. dont nid to c tt bloody cher face.. she come kp me tt day larr.. AHAHAHHHAHAHHAS.. YES!!!!! im SO happy!!!! bout 3 i left sch.. went home alone (:

the bus came wen i reached the bus stop.. same thing happened for the whole week.. but its kinda nice going hm myself.. was dead beat by the tym i reached home.. lols..

tmr DONT NID go school!!!!! WHOOOOPIE!!~ can wake up late lerr.. ahahahhas.. SO HAPPY!! but gotta go sheena hse at 10.. SIAN LAR.. hahas.. okayys.. so im going of to SLEEP! XD

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

WAH.. today was damn sian can not.. lols..

first period is geog.. and of all lessons.. GEOG lesson wif PAT WONG.. oh man.. i was nodding off to sleep but managed to keep awake crapping wif kc! XD den its lyk.. she's blind or smth.. the FRONT row ppl are slping and she didn even care a heck.. WTH..

nxt acc.. its wasn as bad as predicted.. she was in a pretty good mood tdy larr.. was telling stories bout.. some old history emperor.. cant rmb the name ler.. ya.. quite interesting.. if all acc lessons will b as good as tis.. i relly DONT MIND.. (:

SEL.. we got ANOTHER scolding.. haishh.. one week.. EVERYDAY confirm will haf one cher come kp use bout our cls cleaniness de lorhh.. monday was heokboonsiang.. he made us stand up for ONE HOUR.. sian larr.. yest was mrs rod.. today.. mr tay gave us a lecture bout our cls.. ya..
but i mean.. our cls is so totally NOT the onli cls wif dirty clsrms.. den y all the cher muz come pick on US?? last yr all the teachers also come pick on us larr.. walau.. prejudice agnst our cls can nt.. dey r jus JEALOUS of our cls.. mayb dey were depreived of their childhood or smth.. so dey r jealous of the wonderful teenage-hood we r having.. wadeva.. lols..

MATH!!! omfg.. its lyk.. the lowest for the common test in our cls is.. TWO out of THIRTY?!?!??!?! DIE LE LAH... i so many ques dont know how to do leh.. then hamegg thought tis new thingy.. i dont understand ANYTHIN.. tuition oso haven learn yet.. AHHHHHHHHHH!! and math is the second paper we r taking.. after geog.. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
im on the road to failure..

chinese.. today at least he nvr pms.. hahahhahahhas.. he made us do tis.. purple book.. nth much lar.. i was practically so tired le.. hahas..

ASSEMBLY.. was damn cold can nt.. hahas.. but quite funii oso larr.. lols.. those ppl look SO STUPID.. ahahas.. ya.. after school amelia kc jenna riane yuintheng went bk... somehow dont know y but sheena went to bk oso.. i thot she had rne duty.. hahahs.. i went HOME! ya.. cuz my mum is sick at home so i had better go home earlier.. if nt ltr she call me (which she relly did) cuz i told her i had nth on afta sch.. lols... misstake.. hahas..

and here i am.. trying to finish my sci remidial homework.. ARGHHHH... i dont know how to do.. den tmr hafto go c tt bloodily qianbian sci teacher.. she damn fcuk can nt.. tt day i ponn cuz i relly didn wana go.. den nxt day she come kp us.. cuz all frm 2j didn go.. WTH lah..

EXAMS R COMING.. so damn fast.. two weeks away??? the eng n chi papers.. den geog and math are on the same DAY.. sci den elit.. three days in tt week onli.. haii.. and no post exams activites for sec2s.. which means lessons will continue RIGHT after EXAMS.. wah.. im gonna die lah.. siannnn...

so damn stressed up lah.. all my freeking results r so totally NOT improving.. and i STUDIED can.. tmd.. relly dont wana study le lorh.. study no study both so damn lousy.. then might as well dont study.. SIAN LAR..

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

OKAY. wth.. i dont know y my posts are NT appearing.. but wadeva ler.. anw CCA HAS ENDED!! whooooopie!! hahas.. which means i dont hafto c mr PMS.. heh heh..

exams are coming lorh.. lyk wth?? 27 april.. it was pushed forward by ONE day.. ya.. one big day is no big deal.. but its still ONE day after all. its 24 hours.. im nt gonna count how many seconds and minutes..

oh.. i almost failed my sci AGN.. oh man.. lyk WHEN m i ever gonna pass my sci.. at least a B3?? hais..

im jus getting so tired nowadays
i cant control my emotions anymore
its jus damn stress
everything arnd me has pressure
pushing me down
im supposed to be a real good role modek
and wen i do smth wrong in cls
everything will start saying
i asked ppl to dont do tis
den y m i doin it
even in studies
my results suck lyk shit
and the other councillors in the cls
dey all can do so well
and i alr worked very hard
im relly tired alr
im relly sorry

Sunday, April 09, 2006

oooh.. exams are COMING.. hahas.. im gonna start MUGGING.. MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG.. apparently tt is wad i say all the tym but im NT doin it.. ahhahas..

oh and bout ym previous post.. i shall change the font color.. ahahhas.. im getting into the STUDYING MOOD!! hahas.. good news ler.. lols.. so i shall stop myself frm coming online so often this term.. YAY.. guai kia is back.. hahas..

cca is stopping for term 2 le.. nxt week is the LAST WEEK.. YIPEE.. hahas.. dont have to c lin lao shi face.. lols.. tt shyttie face of his..

upcoming burfdays are..
today__ daryl
10april__ xiaohan
13april__mendel
18april__shahidah & liting
21april__anson
23april__kerensa vbf (:
26april__shiya & zhi hua
28april__aziel & jeslyn
29april__lavinia

im lyk SO nice.. im here publicising their bdays.. haha.. u can take note of ALL except 23 APRIL.. lols.. =P

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

ooh.. TODAY WAS RAINING AGN.. AND I GOT WET.. but nt as wet as yest at least.. hee.. at first wanted to go home early to slp but stayed in sch instead.. reached hm bout 6 plus.. so sian.. hahahas.. it was POURING cats and dogs.. hahas..

exams r coming lorh.. TIME TO START MUGGING.. hahas.. MUG MUG MUG MUG.. yay.. guaikia!! XD
but cant find the mood to start.. hahas.. =.=

hmm.. trying to fill up the space..
okayy..
here r the five simple rules to being happy..
1. free your heart from HATRED
2.free your mind from worries
3.live simply
4.give more
5.expect less

YES.. and i can c y i cant be happy.. cuz out of the five..i can onli do lyk..TWO?!hahas.. haish.. im such a failure.. hahas..

its OVER!
i dont miss you ler
mayb i wont even recognise you
the nxt time we meet
fate sure know how to torture
dey made me suffer
a life worse than death
but the sun has come out agn
and hope tt
everything will b back to normal
=)

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

oohwell.. second day i got dreanched frm HEAD to TOE.. and i had to take a public transport.. so paiseh can.. hahas..

yesterday
me n chinny took changchen home.. at the carpark dere.. lift our foot.. SPLASH..ya.. our foots were soaked in the ankle deep water.. wah.. damn soggy lah.. den the rain so heavy can.. so its lyk.. i got wet!! hahas.. my bag n my shirt.. we reached the void deck den start laughin lyk xzb lyk tt.. hahas.. b4 crossed the road to 17 the bus stop.. this taxi had to drvie so fast den all the dirty water splashed on my skirt la.. sian.. wet lyk siao can. hahas..

today
it started POURING afta the 2.40 bell rang.. so irritating.. den we decided to still go cuz it is chinny's bro bdae tmr.. haii.. 5 steps out of the school gate and im offically drenched.. by the time we reached the mrt station.. im DRENCHED.. without the help of any taxis.. and tdy is worse.. cuz im relly vvvvvv wet n my skirt turned transparent.. can c my pe pants inside.. so obscene.. ya.. im literally dripping.. i dont undersand wad is with the invention of umbrellas since i STILL got wet.. hhahas..

u sure noe how to
make me feel left out
you take everything you want
n i get the leftovers
you flirt
you bitch
u totally changed
i dont recognise u anymore

Saturday, April 01, 2006

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S ppl.. hahas. so lame can.. my mum 8.30 come and bluff me ler.. ARGH.. den i was lyk so slpy can nt.. so i jus fell for it. lols..

have been so lazy to post.. lols..
yest cca.. i left at 4 to do pub.. hahas.. thank goodness linlaoshi didn say anything.. lols.. PHEW.. den while me cheryl n joey were painting.. ncc were shouting their lungs out.. and the bad things is the the concourse is NOT in open air.. lols.. at least my ears r used to suona so my ears did not go deaf.. lols.. but it was vvvvvv loud.. hahas..

im guai! XD
i did my homework tdy!! i did my sci revision, chi tingxie n art! hahahs..

tmr skipping tuition.. wheee!~ hahas.. for once.. lols..

it is said that time can heal all wounds
but it has been 4 months alr
th hurt inflicted is still dere
i still miss u as much
onli you can make it right
i cant love anymore
the feeling is jus nt dere
feeling so lost
i dont know wad to do
retaliating cuz i've been hurt
hurting myself instead
all cuz of a u
someone i love
bout i dont noe hu u r
why does it hafto be the case.